flakeblogger

yeah, so i never update this thing. oh well. i see that my last post referenced my attempt to quit smoking right after Christmas this year - as an update, it was entirely unsuccessful. however, since then i have successfully quit, thanks to the help of my beautiful and health-conscious girlfriend. i have been on the wagon since May 29th, making this about my 20th day. well, i did have a fag or two last saturday, 'cause i was intoxicado and it was my best pal jose's birthday and well, old habits die hard, don't they?

still, i'm pretty impressed with myself. i'm at the point where i don't even want one anymore - the thought of it makes me kind of nauseous, and there'll be this funny little taste in my mouth. although i do still crave them - weird, right? i want to "smoke" but the actual smoke itself really grosses me out. i guess its the psychological addiction lingering even though the physical need for nicotine has faded.

kait and sam u el have also quit smoking all leaves. it is a difficult transition time for us all but i think it is made easier with the solidarity. although to be honest, since i've begun dating resh (my gf), i haven't seen the pair too often. actually very sad about that, but what can you do.

ok, that's enough procrastinating for now. baaaack to work. sigh.